AN AWARD TO A BOOKWORM...

Am I really a bookworm? I think yes. I enjoy reading. I am happy when I have something to read. Early in this semester I got a call from the UUM's library Corporate Department telling me that I will be awarded as the Highest Book Borrower at the library and the library would like to give something to me as the appreciation. I was very surprise. Two days later,during the launch of Pesta Buku Utara the appreciation awards is given to me and I was informed that in 2 weeks I will get RM300 as a bonus. Thanks to ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS AND MOST MERCIFUL for giving me the gift.

POSITION AND POWER

This is the most challenging semester for me as I have a loads of responsibilities and people trust. I am quite busy, and sometimes I don't even have time to tidy up my room and enjoy my reading activity. I have to catch up with the class syllabus, attend meetings, students gathering and so on. I participate in students societies and hostel activities a lot. I did that because I want to enhance my soft skill and to gain as much experience as I can. So I have what people called the added-value. I also became the executive committee, means that I hold very exclusive position in that particular body or organization. This is not about power, like I said before. Here are the list of and society that I joined. 1) Political Science Society as Executive Committee(EXCO) of Multimedia and Information. 2) International Affairs Society as High Committee Member in treasury department 3) Proton Residential Hall as the Villa Manager for building E such huge responsibilities that I have. May Allah ease everything...

ME and UUM's LIBRARY

One of my favourite place in UUM or Northern University of Malaysia is the library, Sultanah Bahiyah Library. I often go to library when I got a plenty of time and I have nothing to do. I usually borrow as much books as I can. Then, I would spend my free time at the library reading, browsing internet and doing all the assignments. My favourite spot would be at the corner of the novels section. I love that place. I would say that the library is the place I seek tranquility when I'm feeling bad and stressed with the things like assignments, societies and etc.. I never thought that I could get the awards from the library as I read and borrow the books because I love to, not because I were told to do so.. I won the First Place for Highest Book Borrower Awards for year 2013 and 2014 (two consecutive years) ..They also gave me quite huge amount of money as the prize..Just my luck..Thank you Allah..Thank You Perpustakkan Sultanah Bahiyah UUM.. I love you...

THE DARK SIDE OF MINE

I have something to share with you. There's a place that I know. It's not pretty there and no one have ever gone except me; and if I show it to you now will it make you run away? Or will you stay with me..even if it hurts and even if I try to push you out will you return? That is the dark side of mine..I believe that everybody's got a dark side, so do I. Well, nobody's a picture perfect but we're worth it. We deserve a life, a happy one. When talking about the dark side of my life, I felt like crying. I hate my dark side. I tried to escape from it, till now. It's kind of hunting me. you know...Sometimes I seems to be in a war. A war within myself. A war between my lust and my sense, the rightful one. Sometimes I got tired in that battlefield. I once have been lost in my dark world, but alhamdulillah, I still have chances. HE had given me chances for me to get out of the dark. But, as a normal human being and as the creature that the Satan promised to lure and to be dragged to the hellfire, I sometimes lost the fight. And, when I realized it, it makes me feel like I don't deserved to be forgiven. I regret and I hate that. I am ashamed of myself. I too ashamed to ask for HIS forgiveness. But, my dark and empty soul need to be purified. I need to be at ease, my soul's thirst of happiness, the real one which is MAWADDAH. the absolute calm. And once I succeed the battle, it satisfied my soul. So, moral of the story, in order to be success in the fight..you have to remember HIM always, prioritize HIM in every aspects of you and IN SHA ALLAH, the success is yours. Leaving HIM only makes you and your soul AIMLESS and USELESS. Soon, it will become the lost soul. As a message to you and myself, just remember this.. HASBI RABBI JALLALLAH, MA FI QALBI GHAIRULLAH..PUT HIM FIRST BEFORE OTHERS.. Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH for giving me all the chances in this fragile world.