SUPERNATURAL TV SERIES...AND OUR FAITH..

SUPERNATURAL is one of the American series that I super super loved. I had watched the series since it first aired on Malaysian television channel (TV3) in 2007. And now, its in season 12 already. And, at this moment I still like to replay the series. I even watch SUPERNATURAL in the midst of examination week. Oh, what is happening to me? I simply couldn't let myself sleeping peacefully before watching the series for the zillion of times. Orang lain mesty fikir yg cerita SUPERNATURAL tu akan menyesatkan umat Islam, kerana cerita tu mempamerkan atau memaparkan watak2 yg menyentuh hal keagamaan dan kepercayaan terutamanya bagi agama Kristian dan Islam.ada ANGEL (malaikat), Lucifer (setan) bebagai. Angel pulak siap nk lawan Tuhan, boleh jatuh ke bumi la...huhu...Tapi bagi aku SUPERNATURAL cannot effect my belief system. It couldn't change what I believe, which is ISLAM. I just enjoy watching it. It makes my believe to ALLAH more stronger, firmer. I can differentiate and I did made an evaluation between the religion of truth( which is ISLAM) and Christian. Plus, I love reading about the comparisons of Christian and Islam and I reads a lots on other religions as well. Aku suka baca buku-buku pasal agama-agama yg wujud kat dunia ni. Antara buku yg aku pernah baca ialah JESUS: THE PROPHET OF ISLAM, THE JESUS YOU CAN'T IGNORE, THE ORIGIN OF MAN, SCIENCE;AL QURAN AND BIBLE, ISLAM: THE RELIGION OF TRUTH dan banyak lagi. Bible pun aku pernah baca. Tapi, bukan aku berpegang pada kitab tersebut..haya AL QURAN yg paling suci dan penuh hikmah bagi aku.. ISLAM jugak yg paling agung.. So, bila orang pandang serong kt aku bila aku cakap aku minat cerita SUPERNATURAL tu aku cakap je la "aku boleh nilai yg mana betul yg mana palsu, dan aku masih waras lagi nk percaya yg mana satu betul dan yg mana sesat"... Apa pon, SUPERNATURAL tetap aku minat. Castiel tu handsome kot..

AN AWARD TO A BOOKWORM...

Am I really a bookworm? I think yes. I enjoy reading. I am happy when I have something to read. Early in this semester I got a call from the UUM's library Corporate Department telling me that I will be awarded as the Highest Book Borrower at the library and the library would like to give something to me as the appreciation. I was very surprise. Two days later,during the launch of Pesta Buku Utara the appreciation awards is given to me and I was informed that in 2 weeks I will get RM300 as a bonus. Thanks to ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS AND MOST MERCIFUL for giving me the gift.

POSITION AND POWER

This is the most challenging semester for me as I have a loads of responsibilities and people trust. I am quite busy, and sometimes I don't even have time to tidy up my room and enjoy my reading activity. I have to catch up with the class syllabus, attend meetings, students gathering and so on. I participate in students societies and hostel activities a lot. I did that because I want to enhance my soft skill and to gain as much experience as I can. So I have what people called the added-value. I also became the executive committee, means that I hold very exclusive position in that particular body or organization. This is not about power, like I said before. Here are the list of and society that I joined. 1) Political Science Society as Executive Committee(EXCO) of Multimedia and Information. 2) International Affairs Society as High Committee Member in treasury department 3) Proton Residential Hall as the Villa Manager for building E such huge responsibilities that I have. May Allah ease everything...

ME and UUM's LIBRARY

One of my favourite place in UUM or Northern University of Malaysia is the library, Sultanah Bahiyah Library. I often go to library when I got a plenty of time and I have nothing to do. I usually borrow as much books as I can. Then, I would spend my free time at the library reading, browsing internet and doing all the assignments. My favourite spot would be at the corner of the novels section. I love that place. I would say that the library is the place I seek tranquility when I'm feeling bad and stressed with the things like assignments, societies and etc.. I never thought that I could get the awards from the library as I read and borrow the books because I love to, not because I were told to do so.. I won the First Place for Highest Book Borrower Awards for year 2013 and 2014 (two consecutive years) ..They also gave me quite huge amount of money as the prize..Just my luck..Thank you Allah..Thank You Perpustakkan Sultanah Bahiyah UUM.. I love you...

THE DARK SIDE OF MINE

I have something to share with you. There's a place that I know. It's not pretty there and no one have ever gone except me; and if I show it to you now will it make you run away? Or will you stay with me..even if it hurts and even if I try to push you out will you return? That is the dark side of mine..I believe that everybody's got a dark side, so do I. Well, nobody's a picture perfect but we're worth it. We deserve a life, a happy one. When talking about the dark side of my life, I felt like crying. I hate my dark side. I tried to escape from it, till now. It's kind of hunting me. you know...Sometimes I seems to be in a war. A war within myself. A war between my lust and my sense, the rightful one. Sometimes I got tired in that battlefield. I once have been lost in my dark world, but alhamdulillah, I still have chances. HE had given me chances for me to get out of the dark. But, as a normal human being and as the creature that the Satan promised to lure and to be dragged to the hellfire, I sometimes lost the fight. And, when I realized it, it makes me feel like I don't deserved to be forgiven. I regret and I hate that. I am ashamed of myself. I too ashamed to ask for HIS forgiveness. But, my dark and empty soul need to be purified. I need to be at ease, my soul's thirst of happiness, the real one which is MAWADDAH. the absolute calm. And once I succeed the battle, it satisfied my soul. So, moral of the story, in order to be success in the fight..you have to remember HIM always, prioritize HIM in every aspects of you and IN SHA ALLAH, the success is yours. Leaving HIM only makes you and your soul AIMLESS and USELESS. Soon, it will become the lost soul. As a message to you and myself, just remember this.. HASBI RABBI JALLALLAH, MA FI QALBI GHAIRULLAH..PUT HIM FIRST BEFORE OTHERS.. Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH for giving me all the chances in this fragile world.

MY ULTIMATE DREAM, NOTTINGHAM UNIVERSITY....

I am a girl with a big ambition. Since I was a small kid, I always want to be somebody, somebody with pride and respectable. I always think big. I want to do everything that I think I can be proud of. I have a lots of ambitions and dreams. I want to be recognized as a famous fashion designer, a language expert, a Professor at prominent university, and many more. But, when I grew older I realized how silly I was. I was wrong. I only want to be a successful person, be in this world or in hereafter. I don't need to run after a Dr. or whatever title for myself. I don't need to be "crowned" for my excellence. What I need is just my-own-self appreciation and I am really happy of what I do or did. Right now, I have set up my own goal. I want to pursue my Master study at Nottingham University,United Kingdom in International Relations and Politics. I really love the university. I would die with happiness if I get the opportunity to be the alumni of that prestigious university. I felt motivated to excel in my study, as my Diplomacy lecturer Dr Kazi Fahmida Farzana told us about her experience of having a presentation on her Refugee Research at Oxford University, the most prestigious and notorious university in the world. I wanted to be like her, so that I can contribute something to others. I wanted to improve the world order.I mean, the relations among the states in this world. I

I don't care what others might think about my big dreamS. I made a promised to myself, whatever happen I wouldn't change my plan on going to that university. IN SHA ALLAH. I always pray to ALLAH, may my dreams would become reality.. I always trust in ALLAH.. HE know best.

PRAY FOR MH370 & KUN FAYAKUN...

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone... I believe that you have heard about the missing of Malaysian plane MH370 since 8th March 2014. Me as Malaysian was shocked, as its second time for us to have that kind of tragedy after more that 20 years. The plane is still missing and it was told that the plane is no where to be found, yet....But, is sha Allah...it will be discovered soon. Kun fayakun...Many of us have came up with 1001 speculations regarding the missing plane. Some of us said that it is the Malaysian government's conspiracy to cover the case of Anwar's imprisonment..what a stupid theory. Malaysian government won't do that..I totally believe that..why we would sacrifice the hundreds of innocent and precious life for the jerk and traitor like Anwar??? Others came up with thoughts that the plane has been hijacked as there are 2 passengers with stolen ID or passports..not to forget the theory that they might disappeared in the Bermuda Triangle and it is hard for them to survive... Who knows what exactly happen to them?? Who knows they would survive??? We should pray to Allah....ask HIM to give us guidance. Pray for their safety..pray for them to come back to us..to come back to their loved ones...in whatever condition....YA ALLAH, PLEASE LET THEM TO BE FOUND..... Mungkin ini masanya utk Allah menguji Malaysia, kerana kita terlalu alpa...kufur dgn segala nikmatnya..negara yg aman dan kerajaan yang sgt bagus, tp masih ada lg org yg x puas hati.... To those who really like to jump into stupid and nonsense speculations, STOP IT...JUZ PRAY FOR THEM TO RETURN TO US....I know that some of the Malaysian had put the blames on the PILOT, they blamed MAS for letting the plane to fly, they also blamed the GOVERNMENT...DOES THEY KNOW THAT WHEN ALLAH SAID "KUN FAYAKUN...THEN IT WILL HAPPEN....bear that in mind...