Monday, June 17, 2013

YUSUF AND ZULAIKHA

From the story of Yusuf and Zulaikha we learn what part beauty plays in the world of love. Yusuf was the youngest son of Jacob, the seer, who was blest with the gift of prophecy as were several among his ancestors. He was thrown into a well by his elder brothers, who were jealous of his beauty and the influence that it had on their father and everyone that met him. 'Not love alone, but beauty also has to pay its forfeit.' Some merchants traveling that way saw Yusuf in the well as they were drawing water, and took him up and sold him as a slave to a chief of Misr, who, charmed by the beautiful manner of this youth, made him his personal attendant. Zulaikha, the wife of this chief, grew fonder every day of this handsome youth. She talked to him, she played with him, she admired him, and she raised him in her eyes from a slave to a king. 'Those crowned with beauty are always kings, even if they are in rags or sold as slaves.' 'A true king is always a king, with or without a throne.' The friends and relations of Zulaikha began to tell tales about her having fallen in love with Yusuf, and, as it is natural for people to take interest in the faults of others, it eventually put Zulaikha in a difficult position. She once invited all her relations and friends, and put into the hands of each of them a lemon and a knife, and told them all to cut the lemons when she should tell them, and then called Yusuf. When he came she told them to cut the lemons, but the eyes of everyone among them were so attracted by the appearance of Yusuf, that many instead of cutting the lemon cut their fingers, thereby stamping on their fingers also the love of Yusuf. 'Beauty takes away from the lover the consciousness of self.' Zulaikha, so entirely won by Yusuf, forgot in the love of him what is right, what is wrong. 'Reason falls when love rises.' They became more intimate every day until a spell of passion came and separated them. When the shadow of passion fell upon the soul of Yusuf, Zulaikha happened to think of covering the face of the idol, which was in her room. This astonished Yusuf and made him ask her, 'What doest thou?' She said, 'I cover the face of my god that seeth us with his eyes full of wrath.' This startled Yusuf. He was the vision of his father pointing his finger towards heaven. Yusuf said, 'Stay, O Zulaikha, of what hast thou put me in mind! The eyes of thy god can be covered with a piece of cloth, but the eyes of my God cannot be covered. He seeth me wherever I am.' 'He is man who remembers God in anger and fears God in passion,' says Zafar. Zulaikha, blinded by the overwhelming darkness of passion, would not desist, and when he still refused, her passion turned into wrath. She hated him and cursed him and reminded him of his low position as a slave. On this he began to leave the room, and she caught him by the nape of the neck and thus Yusuf's garment was torn. The chief happened to enter the room during this. He was amazed at this sight, which neither Zulaikha nor Yusuf could hide. Before he asked her anything she complained to him, in order to hide her evident fault, that Yusuf had made an attempt to lay hands upon her, which naturally enraged the chief, and he at once gave orders that Yusuf should be taken to prison for life. 'The righteous have more trials in life than the unrighteous.' Prison was a delight to the truthful Yusuf, who had kept his torch alight through the darkness of passion while walking in the path of love. It was not long before the spell upon Zulaikha faded, and then came a settled melancholy. There was no end to her sorrow and repentance. 'Love dies in passion, and is again born of passion.' Years passed, and the pain of Zulaikha's heart consumed her flesh and blood. She wasted away. On one side was the love of Yusuf, on the other side the constant trouble that her guilty conscience caused her and the idea that her own beloved had been thrown into prison on her account, which almost took her life away. Time, which changes all things, changed the conditions of Yusuf's life. Though he was in prison he had never blamed Zulaikha, by reason of her love, but he became every day more deeply immersed in the thought of her and yet remained firm in his principle, which is the sign of the godly. He was loved and liked by those in the prison, and he interpreted their dreams whenever they asked him. Yusuf's presence made the prison heaven for the prisoners. But Zulaikha, after the death of her husband, fell into still greater misery. After many years it happened that Pharaoh dreamed a dream which greatly startled and alarmed him. Among all the soothsayers and magicians in the land there was none who could interpret his dream. Then he was told by his servants of Yusuf and his wonderful gift of interpreting dreams. He sent for Yusuf, who after having been told Pharaoh's dream gave the interpretation of it, and by his wise counsel he greatly relieved the King in his cares. Pharaoh made him chief over all his treasures, and bestowed on him honor and power that raised him in the eyes of the world. 'Verily the truth at last is victorious.' Then his brothers came to Yusuf, and afterwards his father Jacob, who was released from the years of pain that he had suffered through his love of Yusuf. 'The reward of love never fails the lover.' Once Yusuf, riding with his retinue, happened to pass by the place where Zulaikha in her utter misery was spending her days. On hearing the sound of horses' hoofs many people ran to see the company passing, and all called out, 'It is Yusuf, Yusuf!' On hearing this, Zulaikha desired to look at him once again. When Yusuf saw her he did not recognize her, but he halted, seeing that some woman wished to speak with him. He was moved to see a person in such misery, and asked her, 'What desirest thou of me?' She said, 'Zulaikha has still the same desire, O Yusuf, and it will continue here and in the hereafter. I have desired thee, and thee alone I will desire.' Yusuf became very convinced of her constant love, and was moved by her state of misery. He kissed her on the forehead, and took her in his arms and prayed to God. The prayer of the prophet and the appeal of long-continued love attracted the blessing of God, and Zulaikha regained her youth and beauty. Yusuf said to Zulaikha, 'From this day thou becomest my beloved queen.' They were then married and lived in happiness. 'Verily God hearkens attentively to the cry of every wretched heart. '

Sunday, June 16, 2013

I LIKE HIM..

assalamualaikum.. It's just a feeling of a typical-grown up-girl. I like a guy. I don't know why I like him, so don't ask me why. It happens, just like that. When I saw him I felt like I want to see him more and more. But, I'm not the type of silly girl who tend to approach the guy they like. It’s okay, If I just look at him. It's something that I embarrassed to admit, I like him. Is it wrong for me to like someone?? O Allah, I do like him! I saw him on my orientation week in UUM, Northern University of Malaysia. I saw him and then I look at him, again and again..And, on the last day of the orientation week I kept on seeing him, secretly. I don't know why I like to watch him. Maybe, because of his look, his smile and his eyes. I just like him in his way. Till one night, my best friend a.k.a my roommate asked me. "Do you like the senior that we met on the orientation week?"..and I was like, " how do you now bout that? ..She just said, "I know la...the way you looked at him, like He's someone special. You looked at him like you'd fall for him..OK, that's an embarrassing fact to admit. She knew that I like him. She added that, she can detect that by just looking at the way I looked at him. I even ignored her while I secretly looking at him.. O God, what had happened to me??? As a girl with pride, I'll just look at him from far. I'll strain myself from telling him that I like him, although I always excited when I saw him..To me It's just a feeling of admiring someone, not more than that..Allah had prepared someone for me. So don't worry, Asmaa. be patient to give your heart to that man that destined to be with you...BY ME... a silly girl who had like a guy...

Friday, June 14, 2013

I luv Prophet Muhammad.

This is dedicated to the beloved Prophet Muhammad.. YOU CAME TO ME.. You came to me in that hour of need When I was so lost, so lonely You came to me took my breath away Showed me the right way, the way to lead You filled my heart with love Showed me the light above Now all I want Is to be with you You are my one true love Taught me to never judge Now all I want Is to be with you Sal 'ala Sayideena Mustafa 'Alaa Habeebika Nabieeka Mustafa (O God! Send Your Blessings upon our leader, the chosen one (Muhammad (peace upon him)) Upon Your Beloved, Your Prophet, the chosen one) You came to me in a time of despair I called on you, you were there Without You what would my life mean? To not know the unseen, the worlds between For you I'd sacrifice For you I'd give my life Anything, just to be with you I feel so lost at times By all the hurt and lies Now all I want Is to be with you Showed right from wrong Taught me to be strong Need you more than ever Ya Rasul ALLAH (O Messenger of God (Muhammad (peace be upon him)) You came to me In that hour of need Need you more than ever Ya Rasul ALLAH You filled my heart with love Showed me the light above Now all I want is to be with you You are my one true love Taught me to never judge Now all I want Is to be with you

Atika Bt Zayd's Love Story

Atika was the daughter of Zaid bin Amr bin Naufal. Zaid was the uncle of the Umar. Atika was thus a cousin of Umar. At Madina, Atika was married to Abdullah the son of Abu Bakr. Atika was very beautiful and Abdullah was much enamoured of her. He was so much lost in her love that he failed to participate in the various expeditions undertaken by the Muslims. He even neglected to offer his prayers in the mosque. The love of Abdullah and Atika became proverbial. Abdullah felt that Atika was the most valuable thing in the world. When Abu Bakr came to know that Abdullah had not taken part in the various expeditions and had even neglected his prayers, he put him to explanation. He had no explanation to offer. The matter of fact position was that he was so much overwhelmed by the love of Atika that he could not attend to other duties. Abu Bakr gave vent to anger and told his son in plain words that his failings and shortcomings were too grave to be passed over. Abdullah placed himself at the mercy of his father, and Abu Bakr decreed that Abdullah should divorce Atika within three days. Abdullah was torn between two minds. At times he thought that he should be faithful to his love. On second thought he felt that the command of his father should be obeyed whatever the cost. After three days Abdullah divorced Atika. This decision made Abdullah deranged. He would neither eat nor drink. He sobbed and sighed and sang heart rending verses giving expression to his great grief over the loss of his beloved. The divorce of Atika became the matter of talk in Medina. When the Holy Prophet came to know of the matter, he felt sympathy for Abdullah. The Holy Prophet revoked the divorce, and the two lovers were reunited. Abdullah was very particular thereafter to ensure that the love for Atika did not stand in the way of his duty to God. In all the campaigns that were undertaken by the Holy Prophet thereafter, Abdullah took part therein, and fought valiantly. In the battle of Taif, Abdullah was wounded, and later he died of such wounds at Madina. Atika bitterly mourned th death of Abdullah, and in a touching elegy she said: "Abdullah I have sworn that my eyes Shall not cease grieving over thee; And my body shall ever remain,Covered with dust." Atika resolved that after Abduliah she would not marry any one. She kept her resolve for four or five years. Umar felt for her. He felt distressed that one so young and beautiful should remain a widow. Umar advised her that she shauld marry. When Umar became the Caliph, he himself offered to marry. After some hesitation, Atika accepted the proposal. After the consummation of the marriage, when Umar held the marrige feast, Ali congratulated Umar, and sought his permission to talk to the bride. Umar permitted and Ali reminded Atika of her resolve not to marry any one after Abdullah. Thereupon Atika burst into weeping. Umar consolingly said: "Atika do not be grieved. All women do like that. May God bless you. By re-marriage yau have conformed to the injunctions of Islam." Of Umar, Atika had a son "Ayaz".

Saturday, June 8, 2013

THINKING BOUT FUTURE..

I can speak English, Malay and Spanish, I can do fashion sketching, I can read and teach English, I can sing and I can write poems. There are more things that I can do. I studied Diploma in Teaching English and then enrolled Bachelor of International Affairs Management with honours. I learn about the world of politics. And I took part in politics. What I am going to do in future? A piece of me want to be a Language teacher/lecturer. Other, fashion designer, writer and politician. My grand father want me to take part in politics. He even insisted that next five years, I would be participated in the election. He wants me to be like my father, who became one of the important person in a political party. what I am going to do about that??? I cannot simply getting involve in the wold of politics without knowing much more about it. So I'll work harder in studying politics. And what happen to my fashion-sketching-ability??? I'm not going to waste it. I am going to design and design even though I'm busy, and Insyaallah I want to come up with my own fashion line in future. What about my writing skill?? hmmnn...I can write books on politics, education, language learning, and life. novels maybe. Insyaallah...what about my dreams of having a cake house, having my own brand of shoes, and many more..what i'm going to be and do in my future??? WHAT EVER WILL HAPPEN WITH MY FUTURE I'LL LET ALLAH DECIDE IT FOR ME..BUT, I'LL LEARN MORE AND I WOULD NEVER GIVE UP IN THE SEARCHING FOR KNOWLEDGE JOURNEY..

Monday, May 20, 2013

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.. Islam is my religion and I'm proud to be a Muslim. To me Islam is the only religion that can shape me to be a better person. I believe that if we follow exactly everything that stated in the Holy Quran and sunnah we can achieved a good life a better future in the hereafter. Islam means peace and safe. If we follow all the teachings by our beloved Prophet Muhammad S.A.W, Insyaallah your life will be great and you'll find the serenity and peace. If you believe in ALLAH, you'll never getting into misery and worry about anything. Never lose hope in ALLAH. As for me, I was like give up on my fate months ago as I didn't get any offers to pursue my study. My mum and my grandma always keep telling me that, I need to pray to Allah and Insyaallah, HE will give you a way..and then, I put my believe in ALLAH and I asked HIM a chance for me to pursue my study with an intention to seek the knowledge and get the benefits of it to help my fellow muslim men and women. I believed that ALLAH had prepared something special for me and I just need to be patient and keep on praying to him. Alhamdulillah, HE answered my doa. HE had give a chance to me. HE had provided something special to me. I got the course that I once interested to take since I was in secondary school. I also got my best friend as my roommate!! Subhanallah..HE never neglect me as I sometimes forget HIM. ALLAH gives me so many opportunities in my life although sometimes I was like leaving HIM.. Astaghfirullah, What i've done? Ya Allah you are so close to me when I felt like I've been far from you...So as the moral of the story, my fellow readers...ALWAYS PUT YOUR BELIVE INTO ALLAH...INSYAALAH, HE WILL HEAR YOUR LITTLE VOICE..wassalam..

POLITICS AND ME...

Hmmmmnn...I love the political science subject..I want to learn about the world of politics. My lecturer once told me that its important to learn this because it is concern with our life and future. The reason I love to learn about politics also because others can't monopolize or fool me around as I can always read about their action. I mean, by study the political science others can't fool you about the political activities that happen around you. In political science one of the best quote is "NEVER GETTING ANGRY AT THE FACTS"..its my favourite quote when I happened to be talking about politics. My father involved in the politics formally. He is one of the important person in one of the political party in Malaysia. By looking at how he always talking and doing things that concerns with his party I am the one who always pay attention to him..And then, I shared what I've learn in class with him. Recently, in the Malaysian 13th General Election, I also have participate in the political process in Malaysia by casting a vote..I voted for Better Nation cause I love this country so damn much. I don't want my country to become like the countries which always in war, and unstable. Malaysia have been in peace for about 55 years and I don't want it to be changed. I have followed my dad went for political talks during the election campaign period..there's the pictures that I snapped.. As a political science student, I think that there is no need for us to changed what have been perfect. My lecturer, DR KNOCKS TAPIWA ZENGENI, who came from Zimbabwe always telling us Malaysians that we are lucky to live in Malaysia, a harmonious country who the peoples can live together in multi-racial society. My classmates from Nigeria,Somalia, Uzbekistan and Yemen also said that I am lucky to be a Malaysian. I agree with that. I feel that we Malaysian are lucky because we don't need to worry about getting into serious national problem such as starvation,involve in wars and etc. Like Tun Dr Mahathir said, our country is a democratic country cause we run the simple general election and we practice parliamentary democracy which is different from US democracy. Tun also said that, there is no need for us to immitate others democracy. I also agree with what he had stated. We have lived under the parliamentary democracy for years and nothing wrong with it. Its undeniably that our government have it fallacies or flaws, but we can repair it and try to make it into the right way..